confession

hay..these past few days narealize ko that i must move on even though someone close to my heart gave up our friendship..i admit that it's not easy for me to do this,i just can't find the strength to move on with my life and be happy knowing that she almost put me down..ouch!='c feeling ko ayaw lng nya ako mgng friend but my friends are telling me that she just cares for me and got hurt of what i did pro bakit hindi nya ako bgyan ng chance..i always ask that to my friends and to her and she kept on saying that she's not that sure if we can be "bestfriends" again..hmm..sbrng nddown nko until ngconfess nko and told the priest that i almost commit a suicide by hurting myself and i also told him my problem about my "bestfriend",and sinabi nya na dapat ung love ko hindi lang para sa isang tao and habang lumalaki raw ako i will find many friends and find someone better,but for me she's the best thing that came into my life.. he told me that i must move on with my life, enjoy and be happy,just forget her because things like this will really happen and i will find many friends who can appreciate and love me back.. even though it's very hard to accept that she's not meant to be my bestest friend but im still hoping for our friendship to be back again and be better but for now, i'll continue with my life, enjoy and be happy with what i have and with the people who loves me too..it's hard to do all of this and move on but i know that i have to..